Path of the Priestess
- Practice Group -
a high-touch 3-month Practice Group container for the women who are deeply devoted to Feminine Mastery
Master the world of your emotions, their regulation & their expression.
Unmute your voice. Unfreeze your body. Unleash your roar.
Understand & discern TRUTH from WOUND, and learn to validate your truth, especially when you've had your reality denied and find yourself constantly second-guessing your responses.
Meet the King within. Let him support you beyond the hustle and grind.
Meet the Queen within. Let her relax into deeper trust & inner safety.
Marry the two into Union and anchor in the inner balance you were seeking outside of yourself before.
You are a true seeker of Feminine Mastery.
I see you, sister.
This program is a Sanctuary for the women who desire to walk this path beside you in their highest Integrity.
This program is for you when...
You are a true seeker of Feminine Mastery.
You're ready to master the world of your emotions, their regulation and their expression.
You desire to feel self-assured in the way you communicate and use your word with power and intention.
You're turned on by the thought of not only speaking from your head, but using your whole body to reveal your truth.
You want to be able to discern between your highest truth and when you're in the grip of your shadow - and how to gently release yourself from reacting from a wounded place, before returning to your heart.
You dream of relying on your inner masculine energy to be the focused "I got you" force that has your back and takes powerful action to support your needs and desires...
While you long for your inner feminine energy to relax into her surrendered trusting state in which she can receive life fully through her open body, rather than being contracted and trapped in a mind full of worries and the need to control and micromanage it all.
Your goal is to create a lasting sacred union within as the core foundation for the outer union you're calling in.
You're tired of intellectualizing your emotions, numbing or suppressing them, or reacting unconsciously and then regretting it later.
You don't want to mute your voice anymore in fear of not knowing how to get your point across in integrity - without fawning, forcing, controlling or performing mental acrobatics.
You're done with feeling frozen, stuck and tight in your body. You can tell that there's so much energy that wants to flow through you unhindered to show you a new way of embodied communication and self-expression.
You've found yourself wondering "what is the truest way to be/respond/express/embody...?" because you want to finally get it right and stop second-guessing your every move.
Maybe you've been gaslit before and ever since, you've been doubting wether your responses are even valid.
You're unsure how to truly access your feminine energy beyond the bubble baths, and how to fully harness your masculine energy beyond the rigid structure.
You desire to anchor into these two energetics in a way that feels clear, grounded and masterful. By doing so, you're ready to give up outsourcing your masculine to a man. You're willing to cultivating the King within first, who rules beside your inner Queen, so you can step into inner Union as the eternal anchor of balance in your life.
Congratulations, you're devoted to living in your highest alignment as a Woman. You've chosen to walk the Path of the Priestess.
From entitled Princess to embodied Priestess
When I started my journey of personal liberation 7 years ago, I wanted to get it right.
Yet, I had no idea what that meant or looked like.
I realized quickly, that one of the greatest challenges that myself and many other women had been facing was the lack of healthy female leaders who model to us a way of being, communicating and self-expression that is empowered, integrous and loving at the same time.
So I began to dig.
I saw that many of us had been greately influenced by the behavior of men and women that our culture suggests on mainstream media, TV shows and movies.
And most of us grew up in family systems in which our parents did the best they could, but simply didn't know what healthy feminine and masculine embodiment looked like, because they themselves haven't had the role models they needed.
This resulted in what I like to call "the collective feminine shadow".
This shadow expresses itself across our culture and can show up in the following ways:
For the woman to "get what she wants", she must...
🥀 be passive aggressive, complain, blame & judge
🥀 say "I'm fine", then withhold communication entirely
🥀 withdraw love & affection, close her heart & body
🥀 become a martyr, aka always be the self-sacrificial victim that triggers guilt in the other person
🥀 use (unconscious) seduction strategies to get what she wants
🥀 force, control, threaten, set ultimatums
🥀 seek pity through the wound of unworthiness
"I am unlovable, I'm never doing enough"
🥀 play the game of entitlement: "I'm the Princess, bow to my demands!"
🥀 expect people to read her mind
🥀 explode with rage and chaotic emotional storms
🥀 use constant negative reenforcement, express disappointment and withhold praise or encouragement
🥀 ... or fawn and people-please in order to indept others
🥀 pretend not to have any needs or desires to avoid being vulnerable
🥀 play the independent woman who can do it all on her own and refuses to rely on anyone else
... That's when I realized: we have a problem.
What you just read is anything but the embodiment of a mature empowered feminine leader. The bitter reality is, this is the expression of a wounded inner little girl that is so scared of being hurt that she must force her way through life... because she doesn't know what else is possible.
I was that wounded little girl in an adult body.
It was a disempowering reality to live that led to countless conflicts, suppressed emotions, ineffective communication, so much confusion and a whole lot of frustration.
I had adopted many of those behaviors myself that I learned from external influences.
I had no idea how else to live, communicate and be.
Was there even another way for us as women if we want to be respected and have our needs and desires met?
The good news is: Yes, there is absolutely another way.
A way that doesn't require any games, dismissiveness or withholding of our deeper truth & expression beyond the blame.
There is a path that can be walked with fierceness, clarity, self-responsibility and love that will not only grant us more respect, but that will support us to do life from a place of harmony, peace and in integrity with our heart and soul.
That's the path of Feminine Mastery.
It's the Path of the Priestess.
If you're anything like me, you want to... no, you HAVE TO evolve past your conditioning
The behavior of the wounded inner girl lacks the true power we seek to embody as women, because it's disconnected from heart & soul. It is driven by the wound, and the collective feminine shadow.
My journey started as an insecure little girl who never learned how to trust herself. I constantly questioned my reality, experiences and the validity of my responses from an early age. I learned to be quiet to keep the peace. I would suppress my darker emotions like my anger, sadness and grief because I wanted to avoid conflicts and didn't know how to embody my emotions in a healthy way. My most used strategy to stay safe was to become cold and to close my heart.
At the beginning of my spiritual journey, I aspired to be holier than thou. I thought Love & Light was the only way, so I tried to by-pass my anger and sadness. What I didn't uderstand back then: I was trapped in a loop of toxic positivity. I thought having needs and desire was just an ego trip, and that it was wrong.
I stopped voicing any needs whatsoever, I stopped standing up for myself and I froze. I felt as though I was paralyzed, my body frozen in time. I was trying to be in integrity with my spiritual beliefs, but I was left confused, empty and insecure.
When I started having relationships, I would show up as the entitled Princess that was demanding and needed everyone to bow to her. I would oftentimes complain and blame my partners by listing all the things they did wrong, and I kept a score. I saw us as two players on opposing teams. Whenever conflicts would arise, I would either lash out in an emotional storm or say "I'm fine" when I wasn't and then be passive aggressive afterwards. This behavior had me run with my head into a wall over and over again, because the masculine does not respond to judgement or games.
When I discovered shadow work, I started feeling a hope I had not felt before. Finally, I understood that having darker emotions, setting boundaries and owning what you want is SO. DAMN. VALID. So after years and years of suppressing my embodiment, I began to harness my inner Wild Woman. I let her fire emerge. I let the world hear her roar. I began to mobilize the frozen energy in my nervous system. I started releasing my rage. I unblocked my voice and screamed "JUSTICE!" from the roof tops. I spoke up for every and any unfair treatment that myself and other women have experienced in their lives. Publicly. In front of thousands of people. And I didn't give a shit if anyone had a problem with it. I was on the front line burning down the Patriarchy. I reclaimed my redemption.
Or at least, I thought I did... After a while, something felt off. I realized that I had so many walls around my heart and would push everyone away. I felt lonely and disconnected, despite my "power".
Eventually, I understood that I had been releasing my rage in a chaotic way, and that the redemption I was aiming for actually triggered the energy of revenge-seeking over and over again - leading to more anger, constantly blaming all men and embodying the hyper-independent woman who can do it all on her own and doesn't need anyone. Fuck! I had been in the grip of another coping mechanism!
Accessing our holy rage and walking through the fire of catharsis is an important part of liberating ourselves from our own paralysis. But there is a way to do it that includes taking ownership and not seeking revenge.
Eventually I arrived at a place of deeper self-knowledge. I saw my shadows clearly. I was ready to take full self-responsibility for my emotional nature, my communication, my self-expression and embodiment, and for cultivating my inner union, to return to love and harmony with the masculine. I started the life-changing process of de-armoring my heart.
That's when I entered my personal Priestess path. I was finally willing to find the ways in which I could express myself in my highest integrity without suppressing or lashing out. I learned more and more about tantric practices and embodiment, harnessing and releasing emotions in a healthy creative and even kinky & pleasurable way. I learned to talk straight from my heart, revealing the pain underneath the blame, and taking full ownership for my own shortcomings, my shadows, and my wounds.
I went through the initiations of the wounded inner little girl, the conscious spiritual love & light yogi, the rageful wild woman in her fire & storm, and eventually the integrous priestess who lives in devotion to her higher truth.
This journey has been nothing short of magic. I wouldn't treat it for anything in the world. The way I communicate and embody myself now has not only brought the most beautiful loving people, conscious community and supportive men into my life that make me feel deeply cherished and honored... But relating to the world feels natural and effortless now. I'm generous when it comes to expressing my love and affection. I feel solid in the way I set boundaries and I've learned to take ownership for my mistakes. I also feel more at peace & ease than ever before. Liberated. Free to say and be all of me, with an open heart. Nothing to hold back. Nothing to prove. No games to play. Just integrity. Infinite gratitude.
Making the shift towards our own maturation requires willingness, skill, practice, knowlege and a change of perspective.
The wounded little girl will only get so far in life. Not only is she mostly standing in her own way and blocking her Love-Embodiment from flourishing, she can also only ever attract and entertain like-minded connections that respond to the same level of consciousness, behavior and communication that she demonstrates herself.
If she truly wants to grow beyond any of the unhealthy coping mechanisms she has learned, then life will eventually lead her on the Path of the Priestess. As she walks the Path of the Priestess, everything that is not in alignment with her highest intention will be washed away to clear the way for true personal liberation, open-hearted relating, and the freedom to express her truest nature as an offering at the altar of Love.
She becomes the healthy female leader she needed as a child.
She becomes the ancestor that models integrity and skill to the next generation.
She becomes the sacred disrupter that alchemizes the karma of her past into the dharma of her future.
For herself, and for those to follow.
She leads the way.
What you will receive
inside the Path of the Priestess
6 Workshop Modules incl Practice Space
3 additional Integration/ Q&A Calls
Group Voxer Chat for 3 full months
Close Proximity for 3 full months